Chalet was fun.
It was a golden chance given to me.
But i blew it.
Im so screwed.



A Fool.
Why am i such a fool?


I'm sorry.
I disappointed you yet again.
I know that trust is no longer there.
It might never be restored,ever again.
But if theres just a tiny glimmer of hope left,
I will definitely grab that chance.
I did not lie to you.
Those two days,did you not feel that im sincere to you?
That person.Calling something that wasnt meant for her to address me.
That msg,was strong enough to mask away my sincerity?
I loved you dearly and deeply.
That will never change.
I know its unfair for you to trust me again.
I lied and hurt you too many times.
But now,i wish.I pray.I hope.
I'm begging for the impossible,but
Will you please listen to me,and hear me explain?




Oh God,could You answer my prayers just this once?
I only pray that she would give me one,last chance.
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